It spreads inside me
The betrayal of faith.
It taints my rainbow on a beautiful day
Stealing my words as I am about to pray
Tarnishing my belief with vile truth
I weaken and question all this gloom..
Rage and pain come to visit,
Tears and sorrow, not too distant.
Feeling defeated, but only for a moment
I banish them as I move forth
No matter how many times my faith lays tormented and broken
I begin with trust, anew
Going through the rituals with a happy heart and,
Starting right at the top, is the only way I know
That is how I survive, as I wait for tomorrow!